April 17- 2003

A person once told me---you keep your friends close , but your enemies closer! That statement really came to life today. I have come to realize that some of the people that you think are your friends -- will stop at nothing to see you in pain. They like to shuffle the cards in their favor by using things that you do against you. People have their own selfish desires. I have come to realize this-------in my old age.

It has been a hectic time. These past few days have been very trying on my patience. I have had so much to do. The apartment is almost done-but, the refrigerator still needs to be hooked up and good shelves need to be hung. It is all going to take some time. I just have NO patience. That is my problem.

I want everything done NOW. I was so sick of living in boxes for 4 weeks----I just wanted to have a home.

Oh---cable-----I have no channels, not even MTV. What is that? I really want my old box back. But-----oh well. I move on. I didn't watch that much TV anyway. I am just happy that I have my Cable Modem. Now - that is a blessing.

I have to find a way to hang my bikes. They are taking up WAY to much room. So many little details.

I hope that everyone has a great Easter. Isabella and I are going to cook----just the two of us. It is going to be the first relaxing weekend together. Trust me----last weekend was horrible.

One last thing-----I know that allot of bodybuilders out there are looking for web designers---let me know. I would love to help you get a web site rolling. Or-if you are unhappy with your current webmaster--- let me know-- I can take over updating you site. Just send me out an e-mail.