Jan. 24-2003

Thank you all for your support in my time of transition. Don't worry- I am still going to compete --- and I am planning on doing the USA in July. But- my plan of attack is going to be totally differnt.

I am so looking forward to exploring the world of web design. This career enlightement is just what I need to keep my mind and body in a state of motion. My life has felt like it was standing stil-- but, nolonger. I hope that I am going to be as good as my " mentor " Anthony - who designed my website. Life is all about change- don't fear it- embeilish it. For those that can't face their fear- will never be able to grow spiritually.

I have to start dieting in February for my guest posing in March. It really only gives me 4 weeks- but, I am just going to start the process that will lead me to the USA- July 2003. I hope to have an easier time with my contest preparation as I won't be doing as much cardio-- at least I hope I won't have too.

I am going to leave you with this last thought:

Love is the only freedom from attachment. When you love everything, you are attached to nothing.