May 22- 2003

It is almost Memorial Day. I can't believe it-----I say this all the time, but TIME is so precious. It goes so fast. You really all need to capture it----because it is so fleeting. I sometimes get so philosophical in my thoughts, but, it is a nice venue to be able to express myself.

In one of my last entry's I talked about the importance of simplicity. If you really think about it--we make life so complicated. That includes myself. I always find the hardest way of doing anything. I take the path of most resistance .I have been like this my whole life. For example-----it took me six weeks to start to REALLY diet for my show. Why is that? Do I like the stress and pressure? NO! But, I feel like I have to torture myself in order to diet. That is just so self-destructive. Every year I say I am going to do things different. Yet----I continue to make the same mistakes. I ask myself, will I ever grow up?

I think in life--- we are going to make a ton of mistakes and wrong decisions. This is just apart of growing. However-it is what we do AFTER that really helps us to grow. I think that is how my life has been for the past 6 years. It is like being on a treadmill, you are moving, but you are not going anywhere. I used to think it was all about being happy-- waking up and putting a smile on your face. But-is that SMILE truly REAL. What is REAL? That is what we all have to continue to find out each day that passes.

Anyway----just a little deep thoughts. I added a pay pal donation button below. If you feel the need to help me out for the USAs please feel free to do so. Anything is appreciated.

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Thanks to all my fans. You are so great and supportive. Be happy and life life with NO REGRETS.